A Judgmental ME

Though from the imminent failure of the logic to satisfy, a growing urge to become more and more aware of myself lead me to another dimension. Whether it was biasness or not, but search for eternal life has gruesome effect on human soul. It is more lethal

, more self conjecturing and physically subtle in nature, if it is or it is not, leads to logical argument for the satisfaction of soul, will lead you to astray and nowhere else beside your own ashes of reasons.

Reason to some extent leads us nearer to the truth, and makes us able to understand the nature of surroundings and draw ourselves to what we actually looking which ultimately defies our very own urge of self satisfaction. More we know the more we become unrest and ultimately failure in cultivating any reason leads us to  make us believe that there is no truth but only puzzles.

One of the characteristics of human mind is that it can never rest; it doesn’t stops even you are dead, and continue to for several minutes. It is bind to analyze and recognize the patterns even there aren’t any patterns, logic even if there weren't any of it. So how the urge can be satisfied? This question has been the mother of all philosophy in my opinion, and responsible for the questions like “who am I?” and by keep repeating it, it finally loses its soul and become a question like any other ordinary question. Once the worth of this question is lost, we blend in the crowd. Either there is or is not any purpose of creation by nature in both cases our mind tends us to jump to the conclusion, either black or white and afraid of that Gray area which tells us not to believe in any conclusion, and keep on searching. This is not easy task in any of it aspect, though I will call it the revolution of Soul, where it fights against the basic nature of jumping on conclusion every day every night till it achieves the non perceptional and non judgmental mind.