It was the
stormy night day before when I got sick, just before the summer vacations, that
night I didn’t sleep, something about rain that attracts me and we all do feel
the same. In that midsummer night I was
being elevated to the hallucination and for a while I felt my life is going to
be change forever. But I tell you, it took years to change, because change is a
gradual process. At senior year in school finally I had no worries for
attendance, because I knew that it doesn't matter anymore.
I was up all
night, remembering something from the past that didn't exist in my memory, long
before the world was created , I was imagining the exact time of creation, or
you can say was trying to imagine it. I closed my eyes and tried to compose all
possible scenarios of creation but failed to do so. This kind of impact is done
by rain on me at least back then, of course everything was about to change but
gradually.
There are
some people in our lives whose path crosses ours’ and it does more often than
expected, and some people simply run with us. This is extraordinarily
established superficial on my part at first, and then fact later on.
It was the
time before we had any cell phones, just a serene aloofness which inspires the
entire subtle soul of mine. But again what was that all about? I had no clue,
but I enjoyed each and every moment.
What could
be life without any calm? This moment should never end- Thought I.
We tend to
escape things deliberately to ensure our inner self conscious in order to be
happy for a moment. And I guess to be happy and enjoying the moment is more
important.
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