It was in late summer of 2004, when I started feeling that
someone is following me, out of nowhere I started seeing a child, and he
followed me everywhere, literally everywhere.
It was weird when I started to see him on streets, then
outside my college gate, then near to my home, then at my doorstep, and finally
in my college classes, that was the moment I was worried, horrified, and wanted
to scream, but I observed around, no one even noticed that child.
Certainly we all are kept alive in such an environment where
we just practice our daily routine, which includes our religion as well.
Intoxicated with routine, we just keep doing things whose results are
inevitable.
So I came across with my unique situation, surely I was not
mad, but not less than that too. With slowly and steady I started observing
that child, looked deeply into him, as I gazed in to a beautiful carved statue,
not a single blink from his side, ignoring all the voices calling my name, as I
have liberated myself and fallen into the tranquility of eternity, and then sudden
breeze enchanted my each and every cellular object of my body. A true sense of
serenity I experienced, it was something like stillness of all the thoughts,
where your mind is have nothing to see, nothing to hear, nor to touch and no
doubts about any object including yourself. I felt like travelling through
different time, transformed from one soul to another, processed through the
seemingly endless reincarnation of souls from bad to good and then good to bad,
but how does I perceived myself for all those years In each life? What am I searching
for through all these years? Why I am trapped in a time? And most importantly;
will I be able to achieve this time what I have not been able to achieve in
thousands of years?
To be continued……….