Asking More?

But question remains the same, who are we? What purpose do we have? Is there any Parallel universe? What is consciousness? All these questions are the basic pillars of philosophy, whereas still unanswered.
Aren’t these questions demand a definite answer?   

Dwelling into philosophical discussion, it leads to more questions, and despite of answers we encounter with queries that were not arisen before, which results the exhaustion in one’s mind. After being involved in long debates we realize something unusual; and it is that we were not looking for answers, we all are looking for one right question, an unexplainable question which has not been asked by philosophers, theologians or spiritualists.

This Consortium of restless soul dropout their thoughts one by one in their comfort zones like flock of birds did in Attar’s Mantaq utair, each one had desire to fly across to meet God Bird, but in the end only one reached who didn't stop at any point, knowing that question is still un asked.

We all are looking for an answer, unfortunately it cannot be explained, but only felt/experienced, such like a feeling of love, you can not quantify your feelings but you know what you feel for another, it is unexplainable in words, though vague but its simple inside. May be the question we are looking for is simple like this which cannot be asked in language?  

A Judgmental ME

Though from the imminent failure of the logic to satisfy, a growing urge to become more and more aware of myself lead me to another dimension. Whether it was biasness or not, but search for eternal life has gruesome effect on human soul. It is more lethal

, more self conjecturing and physically subtle in nature, if it is or it is not, leads to logical argument for the satisfaction of soul, will lead you to astray and nowhere else beside your own ashes of reasons.

Reason to some extent leads us nearer to the truth, and makes us able to understand the nature of surroundings and draw ourselves to what we actually looking which ultimately defies our very own urge of self satisfaction. More we know the more we become unrest and ultimately failure in cultivating any reason leads us to  make us believe that there is no truth but only puzzles.

One of the characteristics of human mind is that it can never rest; it doesn’t stops even you are dead, and continue to for several minutes. It is bind to analyze and recognize the patterns even there aren’t any patterns, logic even if there weren't any of it. So how the urge can be satisfied? This question has been the mother of all philosophy in my opinion, and responsible for the questions like “who am I?” and by keep repeating it, it finally loses its soul and become a question like any other ordinary question. Once the worth of this question is lost, we blend in the crowd. Either there is or is not any purpose of creation by nature in both cases our mind tends us to jump to the conclusion, either black or white and afraid of that Gray area which tells us not to believe in any conclusion, and keep on searching. This is not easy task in any of it aspect, though I will call it the revolution of Soul, where it fights against the basic nature of jumping on conclusion every day every night till it achieves the non perceptional and non judgmental mind.      

What if I Doubt?

So far search for truth has lead me to nowhere, sometimes I think there might be no truth, a delusion that has enclave our fears and made us believe in what might we call the ultimate  truth. From the meta physical to Mathematical world all we have seen is the creation of human mind, so many people with different thoughts and faith with their extreme positions of what might we can say the delusional opinion as presenting as Fact, I Wonder what if I can stay in doubt without taking any extreme position.

Simple was the answer, human mind cannot linger in doubt forever. Doubt demands openness, it asks to remain curious every second, it says “Go on and ask questions”, doubt teaches us “there is no extreme positions only matter of opinion”. Then why human inherently curious being takes extreme position and professes their opinion as Truth?

For this I have to look into myself, nor into another’s life, but mine only, human by nature is Curious, the very first statement I quote is my opinion nor the truth, but why I did quote it as it is not my opinion but Truth?, might this is the only thing we need to understand, saying something does not make it truth but it only shows the opinion.

To elaborate it I came across with the story of Elephant and Men in Dark by Rumi, this allegory shows exactly how we perceive opinion as a matter of fact. If opinions are not truth nor falsity, then what exactly the nature of opinion is?

Our society is divided in to two extremes, for instance take the example of Concept of God, either we are accepting that God do exists, or we deny, human cannot accept that there could be any place in between total acceptance and Total Denial, mind simply can’t accept it, this is why so many clashes erupts when two extremists meet.

What is it like to doubt?  People ask me and I reply:

To doubt is like to find yourself.

Doubt gives the way into unknown territories of believes.

Doubt reaffirms that I am still human not machine.

Doubt reminds me that my Bowl is still empty and I am open to whatever lies ahead.

Doubt makes me patient

Doubt keeps me curious.